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February 1, 2020
Nearly five years ago, I began this blog. Two sentences were as far as I got.
I am in pain. And, for nearly a quarter of a century, I’ve been in pain.
Forgive me if you’ve heard this from me before. I try not to focus on the pain; I try not to make a big deal of it. But, truth be told, the exhaustion and insomnia and depression which accompany the pain are close to all-consuming. It has nearly defined me.
Today, I’m really angry. Judging myself, my work, my gifts – judging all of me as ‘not enough’.
I want to explain. Why it’s been over 30 years since my last professionally released CD.
How do I get up on stage and make it seem easy, when, in fact,
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