Life. As it is…

It is a new day.    A new day, full of life, full of beauty, full of abundance!

 

February 1, 2020

Nearly five years ago, I began this blog. Two sentences were as far as I got.

I am in pain. And, for nearly a quarter of a century, I’ve been in pain.

Forgive me if you’ve heard this from me before. I try not to focus on the pain; I try not to make a big deal of it. But, truth be told, the  exhaustion and insomnia and depression which accompany the pain are close to all-consuming.  It has nearly defined me.

Today, I’m really angry. Judging myself, my work, my gifts – judging all of me as ‘not enough’.

I want to explain. Why it’s been over 30 years since my last professionally released CD.

How do I get up on stage and make it seem easy, when, in fact,